Wednesday, October 15, 2014

One last thing about you.

Have to get this off my chest and this is the last time I will be ranting about you because we've finally established that we're going to be friends. Yeah, worst pair of friends in history we're going to be. I'm so fkn sick of your constant accusation, manipulations, swearing and bad attitude. Mate, get your shit together because that's not how a guy treats a friend. Great, you've moved on and is speaking to some chick at work. All the very best.
I don't deserve one slice of the shit you give me after every single word that comes out of your damn mouth. If you have nothing nice to say, don't bloody say it.
I have this guy telling me I'm amazing everyday. Telling me I'm wanted and would make the best girlfriend or partner a guycould have. I have another guy making me feel special even though we're miles apart. I have this other amazing guy that wants to take me out every fkn week but I always reject him. I have an even more amazing guy that I'm lucky enough to see often that gives compliments and playfully jokes, laughs and flirts with me and makes me feel somewhat apecial. Friends tell me I'm amazing and a strong girl. Yet, I'm still on my own. I get called beautiful everyday, by a family member or stranger, whoever it may be, I've always been called beautiful no matter what, so why should I let someone like you let me down so much? When you never once made me feel special, wanted or beautiful. You never even made me feel safe or happy, why should I fkn bother anymore? From now on, I'm not falling for anybody's sweet talk and stupid fake kind acts. The right guy will come to me when I least expect it, I'm not going to bother with any male species again besides my family and bestfriends and probably Tee. That is all.

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